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In Tribute to Steven Paul Chucknick
44 years old.   Residence: Cliffwood Beach, N.J.
Died in World Trade Center

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My Love,

Today I was in NYC most of the day. You know I hate to be there. It makes me sad and nervous at the same time. But I am home again and thinking of you. Today was like spring--you know, the kind of weather that you always liked, so I smiled and remembered you throughout the day. I miss you and love you so much.

My heart to only you forever,
Your Wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-03-03 ***

My beloved Angel,

I need to know you are near because so many people and friends need your help. I pray for my friends, but sometimes it seems that the prayers are never answered. Please be near those who need your help, and guide them the way you guide me. I know that sometimes prayers are answered, well, not quite the way we would like them to be answered, but sometimes I feel that no one hears. Your love has kept me going since 9/11/2001. Please know how much I love you and always will. My heart to only you forever.

Your wife,
Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-02-27 ***

My love,

Well, we finally had some snow. Did you send this as a present? I like to think you did, because, well, you know how much I love snow. I was kind of hoping for more than we got, but I'll take what we got. Last night as I watched the snow falling, you came to my mind right away. I remembered the beautiful times we had when it snowed. I remember when you showed me how to make snow angels. Your laughed because I didn't know how to make them. And here we were on Staten Island in the park, making snow Angels and trying to get up off the ground without messing them up. Remember? We made a whole row of angels that day. Now you are my angel, and my very special one at that. I love you more and more as time goes by.

My heart to only you forever,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-02-22 ***

My Love,

The days are flying by, and the days seem to be melting together. Sometimes it's frightening to see how fast time is going. It seems as though it was just Christmas, and now we are heading into March. This year will be the 7th anniversary of 9/11, and I cannot believe how bad it still hurts to know I have lost you forever--or at least until I meet you in heaven again. I love you so much my love and always will.

My heart to yours forever,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-02-20 ***

My Sweet Husband,

Today is February 14th. I can't believe that it is my 7th Valentine's day without you, and I feel so sad today. If I were to be given just one wish, it would be the same one that I wish for every day: To have you by my side, so I could hold you and tell you how much I love you. Today was a day that was so special to us, and now it's just a day. A day of remembrance of times that were so beautiful. I sometimes take the time and just sit and read all the beautiful cards you gave me. You always wrote so many beautiful things. Now they are memories that I take out on the holiday and dream. I hope you know how much I still miss and love you and how lucky I am to be married to you. You are and always will be the only man in my life and the only man I will ever love.

My heart and love to only you forever,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-02-14 ***

My Angel,

As Valentine's day gets closer, I remember the ones that have passed when you were here. I still have the first Valentine's gift you gave me, and I cherish it so very much. Actually, I cherish everything you ever gave me, but this gift was so very special. I keep it near me always. I love you so much, and please know that my heart will always belong only to you,

My heart and love forever,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-02-10 ***

My Love,

I was sitting here thinking about you. Well, actually speaking about you. There are so many people who e-mail me and want to know about you. It makes me so proud to speak of you, yet when I am finished, it leaves me sad. Do my thoughts reach to where you are? Do you watch Steven and me every day? Do you laugh when we laugh, and cry when we cry? Does the love I have for you reach you, and can you feel my love for you? I can fill an ocean with the tears I have cried over the past 2335 days since you were taken from us. I am not sure I will ever stop. At night when I am alone, I listen so carefully and hope that maybe you will whisper to me. For now I will whisper to you that "I love you more than anyone could ever love another, and I always will." My heart to only you forever.

Your wife,
Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-02-03 ***

My Sweet Angel,

Sorry I haven't spoken to you. It was hard getting through another birthday without you. It seems I am getting older, and you will stay forever young. I hate being here without you. Sometimes fear takes over, and I have no one to turn to anymore. You always made things all right. Always remember the saying I would say to you that I read somewhere a long time ago, "I don't love you because I need you; I need you because I love you" and "I loved you before I knew you, and having known you, I love you even more." Please never forget what you mean to me. My heart and my love to you forever.

Your wife,
Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-01-30 ***

My Love,

Today I am thinking about you and realize that you are still my inspiration in everything I do. You are such a big part of who I am and what is in my heart. I love you so very, very much.

My heart and love to only you,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-01-23 ***

My Love,

It has really been cold here but still no snow. I guess this might be the year without any. Time will tell. I know you know how much I miss you, so I will just tell you that I love you for ever and ever and ever. My heart to only yours forever.

Your wife,
Barbara

*** Posted by Babara Chucknick on 2008-01-22 ***

My Love,

You have been on my mind today since I awoke. It's funny how I sometimes feel that I am just waiting and waiting. Waiting for you to come home. You occupy most of my thoughts throughout the day because I love you so much. Do you hear me when I speak to you? I hope so. Yesterday was hard because I was going through a lot of things I had in your night table, and I came across so many memories of you. My heart broke even further, if that possible. I showed Steven pictures of you when you were putting his room together before he was born. You look so young, and that is the way you will stay in my heart, "Forever Young". I couldn't love you any more if I tried. You are my heart, and I hold you close to me day after day. I love you, my Angel.

My heart to only you forever,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Babara Chucknick on 2008-01-19 ***

My Sweet Husband,

It's late, and of course I couldn't sleep, so here I am. I can't believe that January will be ending soon. It seems that the days just fly by, and I can't seem to make them slow down, no matter what I do. I was down by the water talking to you today. Lately, I seem to feel you all around me, and I love the feeling. I have been keeping my promises to you, and I hope you are proud of me. I wish you were here with me. Sometimes this world still scares me, and there isn't anyone to turn to when I feel that way. So I talk to you, and I know you are listening because I can feel a calmness come over me. I am so blessed to be your wife, and I know that, no matter what I must face in life, that you will be right by my side. I love you so much.

My heart to only you forever,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-01-18 ***

Hi Sweetheart, it's me. Well, the New Year is well under way, and I am trying so hard to keep all my resolutions. I guess only time will tell. I can't believe it's already 2008. The prior years seem like such a blur. It seems like just yesterday I was with you in our perfect world. I can still remember everything, and that makes me smile. The days here lately have been so warm. I keep wishing for snow, but no luck. Maybe soon. I hope so, anyway, otherwise it will feel like winter never came. I love you so much, my Angel, and I am so proud to be your wife.

My heart to yours forever,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-01-08 ***

My Beloved Husband,

I didn't write to you till now because I wanted my thoughts at Christmas and New Years to be between you and me only, so I know you heard me as I spoke to you privately. I also know that you were here with us for the Holidays, because I could feel your presence. My greatest Christmas gift was remembering the Christmases we shared together and knowing that my love for you will last through all eternity, until we can hold each other again. Now the New Year is here, and I want to make you proud of me. You know what my resolutions are, and I hope that you will be near to help me keep them. I know now that my love reaches to the heavens, and that you help me through each day. What more can I ever ask for? I hold your heart in mine, and I always will. I love you, my Angel. My heart to only you forever.

Your wife,
Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2008-01-01 ***

My Sweet Angel,

Time is passing by so quickly. I can't believe that in two days it will be Christmas. I'm sitting here alone, and it's late, but I needed to tell you how much I love you. I look at the Christmas trees, and so many thoughts go through my head. The colors are warming and comforting at the same time. I sit by the fire, and just kind of stare while I think of all the beautiful Christmases we had together. We still keep you here as part of our everyday life, but when Christmas comes, it's all too obvious that you aren't here. The house is so quiet, except for when my family drops by. The evening is a time for just reflecting. Sometimes I can almost see you and hear you. The years that we had together were and always will be the best years of my life. I love you so much.

My heart and love to only you forever,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2007-12-24 ***

Hi, Angel,

Christmas is next week, and all I do is dream of a time that was. Christmas spent with you were the happiest times of my life. I love you so much.

My heart to yours forever,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2007-12-21 ***

My Love,

I just wanted to say I love you.

My heart to yours,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2007-12-18 ***

My Love,

I have been writing to you but the messages are not appearing. I know you can see us and know what is going on down here. Please be with Joan as she joins you in heaven and help Anne and George have peace in their hearts. I am losing an old friend, and my heart is broken again. She loved you like a son. Please give us a sign that all will be okay. We need to know you are near. I love you, my Angel.

My heart to yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2007-12-17 ***

My Angel,

Today was another day of wandering aimlessly. I don't know what's wrong with me. I love this season, yet I can't seem to find peace. I guess I'm about ready--well, as ready as I can be--for Christmas. Did I do a good job with the lights? Well, it will never look as good as when you did it, but I try. The wind is blowing so bad tonight that it is really kind of frightening. The trees are bending to the point that I pray one of them doesn't come down. I know the angels watch over us, so I feel pretty safe. I love you, my angel.

My heart to yours forever,
Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2007-12-17 ***

Hi, my angel, it's me. We are bracing for a storm tonight into tomorrow. I kind of wish it was all going to be snow, but it's not. Christmas is getting closer, and I am missing you more and more. When I go shopping, it is so lonely. I see most couples together, and I wish that we were together also. I used to love to go Christmas shopping with you. I miss the fun we always had. Now I just kind of roam around by myself and get nothing done. I miss you so much and will always.

My heart to yours forever,
Your wife Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2007-12-14 ***


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