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In Tribute to Steven Paul Chucknick
44 years old.   Residence: Cliffwood Beach, N.J.
Died in World Trade Center

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My Love,

Time is drawing near again, and of course my thoughts are only of you. It's almost 8 years, and I am still so very lost without you. Sometimes I think I just let the days pass by. I wake up in the morning and try to figure out why I have to get up ... I do a couple of things ... go to bed again, only to find out I can't sleep, and then in a few hours it all starts over again.... I try so hard, and yet I still can't find a meaning to my life. I have said it many times before that you completed me. I now know that when the only person you have ever been truly in love with leaves this earth that nothing is ever the same and never will be. You are in heaven, and I feel as though I am in Limbo ... wanting to hold you and kiss you and never being able to do any of that again.... I will love you forever.

My heart to only yours forever
You wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-08-18 ***

My Love,

I sit here and wait. Wait for what? I don't know. It's as though I listen to the clock ticking away the hours, the days, the months, and the years. Where is this all taking me? Where are you taking me? For, as always, my heart is with you and only you. For those who read this, I must tell you that a broken heart never heals. As time goes by, the pain gets worse, and it sometimes seems that there is no end in sight. This pain will last forever. Then sometimes my memories are brought back to a happier time. A time when it seemed that all I ever did was smile and laugh. That laughter has been replaced with a tormented sadness of days when you have to try hard just to get up. It seems so easy to just stay still and not move. Oh, my angel, what has become of me? I feel like nothing without you. My heart is beating, but there is nothing there anymore. I will love you, and I will miss you, until I am in your arms once again. My heart to only yours forever.

Your wife,

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-08-16 ***

My Beloved Husband,

Here we are again, with another anniversary coming up, and, yes, I still miss you like crazy. As always, I will be down at the water, where I can see Manhattan, and I will send my heart across to where you left me eight years ago. I miss you so very much.

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife forever, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-08-07 ***

Hi Sweetheart,

I am sorry I haven't been here. Things have been really hectic, and I know I should have made time to be here for you. Please know, though, that I never stop thinking about you. Steven and I were looking through some older pictures this weekend. I found the ones when you were little and compared them to Steven's when he was little. He realized how much he looked like you when you were little. And then after looking at all the photos, the tears came because we miss you so much! I love you with all my heart, my love, and always will!

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-07-29 ***


Thank you for letting me know that you are still wearing a memorial bracelet with my husband's name on it. I, too, have been wearing one since it was given to me, and I will never take it off. Thank you for caring and helping to keep Steve—and all those lost on that horrible day—alive and forever remembered.

With sincerest thanks,
Barbara Chucknick

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-07-20 ***

I didn't know your husband, but I've been wearing a memorial bracelet with his name on it since Dec. 2001. I hope and pray that the victims of 9-11-01 are never forgotten.

*** Posted by Julianne Hurt on 2009-07-17 ***

My Sweet Angel,

Today is Father's Day, and our hearts are broken because you are not here with us. I can see the sadness in Steven's eyes once again because you are not here to share his life with him. He will be 21 this year. It's so hard to believe that he was only 12 when you were taken from us. Please let him know that you are with him today. He misses you so very much, as do I. And although you are not here with us in body today, I wish you are very Happy Father's day to the most wonderful husband and father who ever graced this earth. I love you, my angel, and forever will.

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-06-21 ***

My Love,
Today I thought about you so very much. So many of the songs that we loved kept coming into my mind which made me believe that you were with me. Some of the songs made me cry and so made me smile. It just reminded me that you are still and always will be such a big part of my life and my world. You were all I ever needed to be complete. I will love you forever
My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-06-20 ***

My Beloved,

Sunday is Father's day once again ... and once again I hope to just sleep the day away. I know how this day hurts Steven each year. He has been talking about you so much lately, and I know how much he is missing you. There is such an emptiness in our lives and such pain in our hearts since you were taken from us. I will visit the memorial this weekend, and I hope that I will feel you near to me. I love you so much.

My heart to yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-06-18 ***

My Love,

For the first time when I brought up this site and saw the words, "In Memory of Steven Paul Chucknick," I got a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. It was as if I read for the first time a confirmation that you are physically gone from my life and Steven's. This happens so many times to me. I will be doing something, and it will remind me of you, and I get a fear that comes over me, realizing you're gone. I keep you in my life every day as if you were still physically here, and then when I get this feeling that I just got, it brings me to tears. You are and always will be in my heart because you remain my heart. I will forever love you.

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-06-11 ***

My Angel,

I can't seem to get to sleep, so of course the first place I love to be is here talking to you. I can't believe that half of the year is almost over. And I really can't believe that in 3 months you will have been taken from us for 8 years. I wish I knew where the time has gone. I know the days and the years are passing, but I need you to know that my heart still remains with the in 2001 and forever will. I love you so very, very much and even more as time goes by. I pray that I will see you in my dreams my love.

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-06-07 ***

My Angel,

I thought a lot about you and your dad on this Memorial Day weekend. I know how very proud you both were to have served our country. I want you to know that I love you more and more as each day passes, and I hold you safe in my heart forever! ... I love you, Sweetheart, and miss you so very, very much.

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-05-27 ***

George ... my son Steven and I thank you for your post regarding my husband and the Bigelow. Steve was very, very proud to have served in the Navy, and my son has collected as much information as he could about the ship.... Thank you again for posting your tribute!

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-05-27 ***

I served in the navy aboard the USS Bigelow with Steve, and I remember him as a upstanding guy who did a good job. May god bless his family and his soul. My prayers are with them.

*** Posted by george goldie on 2009-05-24 ***

Hi, my Sweetheart,

I just wanted to tell you that I love you and miss you so very much.... You are in my thoughts morning, noon, and night ... and forever will be!

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-05-15 ***

My Sweet Angel,

I'm sorry I haven't written to you in a while. I somehow let the days slip by. But as always, I thought of you every day and always will. I don't know where the time is going to. It's already May, and the days are flying by ... and, yes, I miss you more than ever. Steve, you are and always will be my only love, and I am trying to make you proud of me until we are together again.... I love you so very much.

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-05-07 ***

My Angel,

Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Today I saw something that made me think of you, and I cried because I wished I could turn the clock back. I miss you so very much and will forever.

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-04-28 ***

My sweet husband,

Tomorrow is Easter Sunday and I wish you were here with us. I know you can see us, and I hope you are proud of the man our son has become.... Every day he is more and more like you. Although I cherish all you gave me during our time together, Steven will always be the greatest gift of all. I love you so very, very much and always will.

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-04-11 ***

My beloved husband,

Today is Good Friday, and the days are just flying by. This year Easter is even sadder, as I remember that it is the exact day that Easter fell on 11 years ago, and we lost your dad. I hope you are with him again, and I hope you are with my mom. She loved you so very much, as did my whole family. I feel so sad today and so alone. You are safe in my heart, my angel, and always will be.

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-04-10 ***

My Love,

I can't believe that this is Palm Sunday already. I still feel like we just had Christmas.... I thought about you a lot today, and I remembered back to the Easters we had together. You used to love the day, and we always had so much fun. This Easter you will be in my prayers as well as forever in my heart. I miss you so much.

My heart to only yours forever,
Your wife, Barbara

*** Posted by Barbara Chucknick on 2009-04-06 ***

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